The word from the priest and the song renewed my hope. Right now whenever I am tempted or am troubled by my same sex feelings I call upon God to give me self-control and when I fall, I repent, change my ways and I go back to him. He says in Matthew 11:28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened,and I will give you rest.” I have since grown closer to the Lord whom I have come to learn is compassionate and gracious God, slow to anger, abounding in love and faithfulness (Psalm 86:15). I resolved and am willing to pursue his will in opposite sex marriage and I believe he will guide me through.
Internet told me that I was gay! I hated gay! Everyone hates gays, even God hated them so much that he burnt a whole city because of them. I am not gay!
That was my now biggest prayer. God I don’t wanna be gay. I was hopeful. I fasted. Read the word and all my tender mind could think.
Author: Surrafel (Anyonymous) Poem They won’t like you no more When they realize What makes you beautiful Is your very brokenness. And just like that, What beheld beauty Will behold scorn. They will look at you like a curse, Only acknowledge your beautiful But never call you
Author: Surrafel (Anyonymous) Poem Let me take a moment and sing you a song For the many days you’ve carried on with your cross You have kept on bold and strong Contemplated suicide, and some days wanted a one-night stand To ease your pain or fill the